= Jolin's Blog .

Sunday, August 18, 2013

~ No matter where we are ~

you can call the one of the most awesome years in my life,
and as much as i want to continue living with these awesome ppl,
i know a time will always come when everyone has to move on
- for more awesome things ahead.

you shd have seen how reluctant i was...
it was difficult to leave the place, not to say step out of the door.
it was one huge leap.
before closing the door, i checked once, twice, and then again,
ran back in once, twice, back and forth...
all that was left behind was an empty room
with a bed, a desk, a chair and some little stuffs on it,
and most importantly, the set of keys that used to be 'mine.'
it felt weird leaving the house without my keys...
and this time, it wasn't accidental; it had to be left behind.

the never ending party was quite an emotional one - for me, of course.
(cos' i'm that drama queen that nvr fails to cry like a crybaby~)
the awesome ppl in my life gathered together and danced like crazy in the living room~
i really miss that~ haha
every single spot in the house holds at least one memory we share,
amazing, silly, crazy, ridiculous memories.

i miss everything, everyone
all these people and things have helped me to grow in one way or another
and they've become a part of me, never will any of you be forgotten :)
yea, it was difficult to let go, and that was certainly the hardest part - letting go.
now, everything seems easier -
embracing the past, enjoying the present, moving on to the future.
there'll come a day when we meet again, may it be coincidental or planned.
we'd hug each other, and laugh at what we've done before.
this is what i call, our never-ending party :)

right now,
there's more things to learn, and experience.
there's more ppl i'm yearning to meet,
and more ppl to cherish :)
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P.S. if you've not seen this special video... here you go (one last time)

Jolin signing off..................................................

9:16 PM