= Jolin's Blog .

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

~ Randomness ~

not that there's nothing to write about,
not that i'm procrastinating,
it's just... there's so much.

never actually believed in what many say about 'changing overnight'
it used to be just a phrase,
then it became something that implied gradually changing.
how can something, or someone change within a split second, minute, hour, or even night?
it's kinda unbelievable when you've nvr experienced it,
and it's only hearsay.
but perhaps it's actually true,
it happens.
one morning, you'd wake up and not be sad anymore,
or not so happy anymore.
perhaps your thinking might change as well,
perhaps your body might change as well.
so... what exactly happened in one night that made those changes?
i'm curious.
it's kinda terrifying to just wake up and not be the 'you' from yesterday,
instead a 'you' for tomorrow.
it's like waking up to a morning and seeing mangoes as oranges and no longer mangoes as mangoes.
i guess we're all constantly changing,
it's the awareness of changing that scares us most of the time.

sometimes it'd be a pity,
sometimes it'd be a good news,
sometimes it'd be saddening,
sometimes it'd be a new start.
it's not a bad thing, it's not intentional,
it just happens.
if 'it' is 'shit,' i'd wonder if it's a 'good' one. hahaha

P.S. bought tenthousandbrassssssssss muahahahahahahaa

okay, shall drop the random stuffs for now.
well, actually i think i'll just blog another day :P
prolly tmr~

Jolin signing off.....................................................

4:52 AM