= Jolin's Blog .

Sunday, September 23, 2012

~ Bikini Crazy ~

with the unpredictable weather changes,
whenever the sun comes up,
it's always bikinis.
and... it's bikinis all day even after the sun goes down :)

had an interesting arvo one day,
sat on a chair for an hour-ish, and enjoyed the whole process.
like a white piece of paper being filled up with colours.
it felt like a girl becoming a woman.
no matter how much you'd wanna live in self denial,
it's true that you've grown up~!

so the theme was bali, and i really liked the mixture of foundation he's made.
makeup artiste: Daniel

had an awesome shopping spree as well~ muahahahha :P

i'm really loving this little break though it's just the start.
but i hope i don't get toooooo comfy with it,
cos' there's still quite a lot waiting for me to do. :S
just laying in the sun with my bikinis on,
it's a pleasant feeling, an awesome moment, PERFECT!
that shdn't take up all my break otherwise i might just get sick of it before summer arrives.
perhaps that's why they say that sunset is beautiful cos' it's imperfect.
bcos' it fades away, it doesn't last for long... forever.
similarly, overindulging in what we call the beautiful moments in our lives
is just gonna make us get sick of it
perhaps cos' it's becoming too 'perfect' in a way.

then again, in our journey of seeking objects, subjects,
we're always measuring what we see and have with what we sorta deem as perfect.
perhaps sometimes why two doesn't work is bcos' one is too 'perfect'~
hahahahaha i think the whole philosophy thing is getting to me.

had a really random night one time,
and it ended... really interesting :P
decided to do what i want, and just go ahead even if i was gonna do it alone.
standing in the center of the whole square ground,
with a camera in hand,
it was simply gorgeous to have words thrown in your face
and lights that surround you in the night.
at that moment, even though i was standing there alone,
it felt so worthwhile cos' that moment belonged to me, myself and i.
the whole indecisive feeling from embarking on my own just felt so worth it as well.
that was when i realised...
realised that was...
:)

and the best thing was... it ended on a high note :)

P.S. perspiring like crazy under the sun, blogging in my bikini.. but still loving mr. sun :)
and i'm kinda missing my sunbath companion who splashes ice cold water at me :P

jolin signing off......................................................

5:56 PM