= Jolin's Blog .

Monday, August 27, 2012

~ Living in a nobody's bubble ~

these days, many stuffs been running through my head.
over and over again, questions pop up,
i thought it's come to an end,
but it just comes back up again.

it was an awesome night at the station.
met up with the rest and we got to chatty on our way to the station.
you know how one's voice gets louder as he or she gets excited...
and that was what actually happened,
the more we talked on air, the crazier we got.
even at maccas after the show... omggggggg

soooo, i guess i've rambled on about the good news over and over again
but i'm still gonna ramble here at least ONCE!
The Substation is gonna screen our film!!
all those memories from back then came flowing back,
the production process etc, and it was fun and funny now that you think back.
it's a big step that this is actually happening
and it's kinda sad that i can't be there for the screening...
but still, if you guys are free,
you should totally head down to The Substation on 3rd September 2012 @ 8pm
to watch our documentary and vote for us!
cos' the Best First Take Film will be rescreened again in dec, and if it does happen,
i really hope to be there this time!

that morning was really different.
i walked to uni with my mind still trying to absorb the news.
called home several times even though i knew they were still in bed
just cos' i wanted them to be the first to know abt it.
in the end, i got them so worried thinking something had happened :P
hahahahaha oops*
the moment i entered and shared the news,
everyone came hugging a teary me,
i felt so... comforted! thanks guys~

we, humans, are such interesting creatures.
sometimes we don't bother thinking too much about proximity,
and just simply assume that they're very much part of our life,
but the truth is, that's what you want and not what others feel so.
it's like being in your own bubble and dragging as many ppl into your bubble,
you don't mind the overcrowded space, but have you thought perhaps others do?
or rather, they perhaps isn't even interested to be in your bubble.
ahhh bubbles, personal spaces, why can't we live in a bubbleless world?

sometimes when you finally found what you've always thought you needed,
you realise that was what you wanted,
not something you actually need.

P.S. a space that you give may not be what someone wants.

Jolin signing off................................................................

11:30 PM