= Jolin's Blog .

Monday, July 30, 2012

~ Speak up rock ~

have you ever felt like you want something to end,
yet again, you don't want it to end?
hmmmmm.
with all the crazyness, busyness from the past week,
everything feels kinda empty yet light now.

for days, we just spoke about what's in our minds,
how we felt, what we've done
to friends we've just met.
despite the short period of time,
we were so comfortable to share our experiences.
it felt like being in a world of our own,
being around people who share the same interest and passion as yourself.
instead of saying that it's the last day of our friendship,
i see it as the beginning of a wonderful playgroup.

hours have passed,
yet flashbacks of us sitting around one another still comes to mind every once in awhile.
how many people wld understand that playing games isn't just playing games?
just how many?
it feels like we've all returned back to 'reality'
to the world where we've to be careful with what we speak,
cos' we don't want to hurt someone with our words.
we've to swallow some thoughts and feelings
so as to avoid conflicts.
those times we held the rock and shared the what-nots were such good revenues
to let off how we're feeling deep inside.
perhaps the rock does actually have a magical power that brings those words out from our mouths.
if there's a world that doesn't judge, that doesn't bear grudges,
that would be the world that we've created in that little space.

*cheers* to the growth and development in the past week!
now... out for a delicious feast :)
let those feelings out, yo~

P.S. sometimes you don't even know why you feel like crying~

Jolin signing off..................................................................

12:45 AM