= Jolin's Blog .

Thursday, March 08, 2012

~ Crybaby ~

meet with a lil thing,
and cry for an hour.
meet with a lil bigger thing,
and cry for day and night.

these days have been tiring, though it felt like an adventure.
encountering stuffs you'd nvr expect,
meeting ppl you think wldn't anymore,
eating stuffs you nvr thought you wld,
feeling the way you nvr thought you wld,
and living life the way you want it and not expect it.

headed to the RR tgth and we had a fun last night just before uni starts~
purple flowers on our way there from B :P

first day of uni was nice.
a short 50mins with fun drama ppl.
i was home before i knew it~
had a day of classes with M and we had fun wandering ard old buildings
eerie looking and isolated... :S

met up with SF for a secret dinner. haha
had a game of pool (again.)

in a classroom so huge, with so many monitors, each to be shared between 2-4.
everything seemed so wonderful, and brand new.
but there was no air conditioning in that stuffy brand new room :S
dined tgth, which i really missssssssss a lot.
headed to the RE and it was a funny long night~
chatted back home till the wee hours... OMG
played limbo and stufs~ hahahahaha

dined out with the girls and bumped into the guys.
had korean cuisine after eons~

as the music blasted from our place,
and i cld totally hear it from the bottom of the steep hill...
but it was fun meeting new friends and just watching ppl dance.

it was one of my carefree days~!
went for pole and i finally did it~!!
did a 15mins quick shopping with S :P
lunched at sunny. b with the guys
had a night of desserts and lots of catchup before heading over to N's.

went for a cocktail~!!
and the starting of our convo was pretty awkward, yet i managed to continue with it!
come to think of it... arghhhh it was an awkward topic...
and i LOVE my dress~~~
for the first time in my life, i carried a huge bag of snacks :S
went over for a drinks~
oooooh what a NIGHT!

radio was interesting~
everyone was soooo shagged yet we managed to come up with an event...
Date Your DJs... it got us kinda excited that we stayed back for quite awhile planning... :O

dinner and desserts~!! they need to bring my fave ice cream back~!!!!

that night was supposed to be a good night...!
we planned for a good dinner after classes.
but a call changed everything.
but the good thing was, everyone was safe.
spent hours clearing the place and 'bonding' with towels.
the only satisfying part was a hot indian meal.

went voucher shopping with the girls and we're quite a crazy bunch~
hehehehe i like how i've been bringing a mug to uni and not use it...
ahhh coffee urge, quick get into us~!!

caught the Summer play and it set me thinking and laughing
met a few new friends in the cold as waited for our ferries~
they totally warmth up my night and shared quite a lot :)
the ferry ride seemed to lessen the bad week feeling quite a lot,
since it got me trembling out in the cold... hahaha

it was a call for panicky.
it's as though these series of events are forcing you to grow up.
there will always be the stable shelter just for you,
but it's just far away right now.
being here, it's not exactly alone, but it's not as stable.
all i need is just one... cos' everything keeps popping out one after another now...
make it STOP.

sitting there with all eyes sparkling,
only laughter cld hide those awkwardness and discomfort.
tears turned invisible.

P.S. it's the beginning of another adventure *SMILES*

Jolin signing off.............................................................

6:29 PM