= Jolin's Blog .

Saturday, February 04, 2012

~ Nothing Better ~

They say dwelling in the Internet world makes one feel depress,
But life without internet kinda sucks too...

These few days without Internet kinda gave me more personal space
To think, sleep, and understand a few things abt being someone.

For the second time, the morning was beautiful and the sun was so bright
But the night was stormy and cold.
You nvr know when your world wld crash down cos' it catches you off-guard...
Somehow you wished there were ppl there to prevent the whole storm from coming.
Yet again... Who can run away from a black cloud forever?

Three nights of tossing and one whole day disconnected from the world,
I realize (again) how much the world doesn't stop for one person.
Perhaps my world did stop for that one day but everyone continues living their day. I didn't just 'stop' my world, I simply wasted it for...
Ignorant is a bliss cos only those who realizes someone had simply disappeared, worries.
And that's not intentional...

It was so hardcore that there's not really a clear memory of those moments...
It's bits and pieces trying to be pieced tgth for a full account.
But not rmbering is kind of a good thing.

Alcohol isn't a fantastic brain washer, cos we're all equipped with this emotion that clears your heart faster.

To those who were patient with my whines and randomness recently,
It's gonna go away soon:)

P.S. Being random makes our days so much more exciting!:)

Jolin signing off................

8:59 PM