= Jolin's Blog .

Saturday, January 21, 2012

~ Little lovin' left to do ~

unlike the other days,
this day was so different.
if i've been 100% smiley on the other days,
i was double the usual smiley this day :)

so today's the eve of CNY
and it feels kinda different being in briz alone.
every year, i'd be waking up to this day thinking,
'ahhh are you serious!? it's CNY alrdy!?'
but today, i cld barely drag myself out of bed :P
even now... i'm kinda still stuck in bed...
not even near ready to head out just yet :P

i do miss our CNY tgth,
and i know i can fly home even at this instant.
i know you'd miss me,
and i'd miss you.
i wish i cld be at two places at once,
and you too.
but i believe distance wld bring us closer.

for the first time, i wanna experience a different CNY.
something different from the past years,
meeting different friends and families.
perhaps bcos' of this, we aren't able to 'lao yu sheng' tgth,
we aren't able to camwhore, play, catchup and stuffs in person...
but i know you'd understand.
thank you for your understanding and courage to let go.
i love you even more each day.

we wld rmb, bcos' of this day,
we learnt to cherish what we've got,
and it's not the same when one is not here.

this happy day i had was interesting.
everyone in the streets were smiling straight at me
and without realising, i was smiling back at them too.
bcos' of the smiles, we made friends.
it was a crazy smiley day i'd nvr forget.

P.S. while he learns how to value, a gardener plants a kiss.

Jolin signing off......................................................

8:52 PM