= Jolin's Blog .

Thursday, January 26, 2012

~ missing a million ~

never had i missed so much,
not in a bad way, not in a sick way,
but in the most grateful and loving way.

went out one night,
and it was like a tornado,
moving from slow to fast, from far to near...
the whole night passed so slowly...
from one place to another, from one person to another,
we had so much music and dancing.
came home to a surprise... hahahaha
seriously... we've so much surprises behind our door :)
i was finally dressed in a comfortable dress when i was told it had a pink theme...
grrrrr... i'd be like pink panther if i had dressed all-pink...
thank God for my wonderful wardrobe :) *muacks*

had reunion dinner at M's
and the dinner was soooo yummy though i didn't really had the appetite :S
soup was awesome, and wine was great.
caught up here and there after someone nearly made me 'leave' the house...
hahahaha... it's nice to get angry at someone who cares,
cos' you can nvr stay angry :)
played MJ all night and they were hilarious~
cos' i didn't wanna let them off until i was satisfied,
so they were trying their best until i let them off... hahaha :)
crashed at M's and we had a girls' night~

lazy us found it soooo difficult to bus home...
and the guys came like the wind as we just started our little MJ game... :P
headed home and out again :)
had the quickest dimsum date ever... we waited for almost an hour and finished within 30mins...
gorging down on every dimsum we grabbed with our chopsticks :P

rushed down to ipswich for CNY :)
had dinner with a bunch of international ppl
and we made cool rice balls form scratch!!
as i was mixing the dough, i thought abt classes with the girls...
rmbed how we were cooking meals for exams and classes... :)
it was fun doing all that over again.

skyped with mommy, daddy, genie, couzs and all the whole night
sometimes my heart just wants to scream, "i wish i was there!"
behind the smiles and laughter were little droplets of misses and a little of regret.
for that instant, i wish i was there like past years,
chatting, laughing, camwhoring, collecting red packets in person.
for that moment, i realise i've been taking these for granted.
but i'm glad i'm here as well, with awesome friends and a diff CNY.
this CNY, i learnt and felt a diff 'me'.
i still felt the love from you guys through the phone, skype and texts.
thank you for not forgetting me :P <3

i miss the hands that helped me with my prawns,
the smiles that made the eyes look so small,
the laughters that brings out those double chins,
the fatty from all the pineapple tarts and bak kwa.

headed over for chats and movies
it was a cold night and standing by the river got me shivering in the dark.
but that night was an awesome one i'd nvr forget.
cos' of the warmth, i felt so much better.
what wld have happen without you guys?

when all three bulbs blew, and you really need a shower in the night...
shower in the dark with a candle light flickering by your side :P

went out another night with the guys
and had some drinks at funny.
it was one funny night of hide and seek as well :P

explored the whole of sunnybanks that day
and it was a crazy full day of exploring and shopping :)
from lunch to shopping to walking ard to dinner to desserts to another bank.
i think i know sunnybanks at the back of my hand alrdy :P
watched a few best men and it made us laugh like crazy~
hmmmm what a wedding~!!
'bumped' into a bunch of horris and it was sooo coincidental!
how... surprising :)

been skyping a lot as usual~ :P
bleahhhh...

their masks dropped off,
and i wondered how much i cared.
i guess such masks don't stay for long...

P.S. i don't know what else to crave for~
have you thought of the person you'd wanna grow old with?

Jolin signing off......................................................................

10:10 PM