= Jolin's Blog .

Monday, November 21, 2011

~ Spike my apple juice ~

it's only been a night,
and my apple juice taste soooo cider-ish now...
hmmmmm....

it's a lonely afternoon after an exciting week.
from gold coast to city, to indooroo to st lucia...
life shd always be like this,
running from place to place, laughing with friend and friends. ;p

it was a packed pre-birthday,
all dressed up for lunch and shopping :)
as usual, korean cuisine :P hahahahahahaaaaa

cake and coffee was great,
love the pier, ferry, river, sun, not so for my heels ;p
our grocery shopping was hilarious~!!
from longcut to shortcut,
and i ended up choosing the easy way out ;p
it may have been the easy way out, but i learnt... it's the heart that matters.
we all desire to live in a sincere world.

headed out for dimsums~ ooooooh
didn't really enjoy my dimsums this time :( PORK!!
rushed home to count down for my big day :)

at that instant, there was darkness.
but warmth surrounded me and they overwhelmed my heart.
despite the distance, despite the inability for actual face time,
they stayed with me all the same and counted down and sang with all their hearts.
i got my wish, 'to laugh and cry at the same time by the end of this year'
was i laughing at their loud singing, or was i crying bcos' we're far apart?
i'm so laughable at that time ;p

morning was awesome!
jord woke me up with a beautiful MONROE~~
i was screaming and screaming with monroe in my hands!!
what a great morning to wake up to :D
jellybeans got me a funny gift that made me laugh so hard :P
SN came over early early, to help me with the baking~ :)

so this year, i decided to bake my own cake.
JUST BUY ONE~!! they txted me...
but it's a year where i feel it's time to make another change.
like always, every year we're growing, and this year it's a change
to be interpreted from the baking ones own cake action.

rushed to coles and grabbed all the bbq stuffs with jelly and J
i'm surprise ppl just say, 'oh it's your birthday today!' and just stops there...
came home with bundles of joy,
and continued baking~~ :) meringue

PARTAYE THEME: EXPOSED (pronounce as ex-po-say)
free to dress just as you like it. be it PJs, or bikinis, or gothics~
cos' this is the time to just expose the you that you're proud of!!
i realise how impt. to stay true to oneself always.
and nvr be afraid to present yourself the way you are. cos' we're all unique :P

A HUGE THANKS to
every single one of you even those who cldn't make it last night.
thanks for helping me with the shopping, cooking, socialising, dancing, presents, eating, laughing, chatting, drinking, washing, baking, mixing, EVERYTHING.
most imptly, THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE
this day was really a huge thing for me cos' of the diff place, culture, friends~
that it meant a lot to me,
and you guys totally put aside time to celebrate with me
otherwise, i'd prolly be crying in a corner in the dark, with a slice of cake and a small candle,
singing to myself with tears flowing down my cheeks, and lizards and flies as my guests...
NEHHHHH :P hahaha but prolly.

let everything out, play hard in one night,
and nvr bring the unhappiness to next morning cos' it's gonna be a brand new 'me'
i was really looking forward to seeing everyone's smile after a loooong time
and i'm glad everyone danced it out as well ;p
from the table to the chair even into the house and kitchen~
ooooooh i've been a demanding birthday girl and thanks for playing along :D

everything was awesome.
watching the smiles on your faces when you arrived,
watching your satisfactory faces from the foods and cakes~
watching your entertained laughs from all the dances,
watching your awkward and shy faces when you're dragged in by me ;p
watching your satisfied smiles from my screams,
watching your appreciative responses to my birthday video for you guys~
the presents were great but watching you guys laugh around me meant so much more ;p

for the first time,
not celebrating with mommy, daddy, genie, couz, dearest BALLS, SAB, 16, vee, bhainalotte, dancers and many more impt friends back in sing, it feels horribly weird...
i miss dancing with you guys, your kisses and hugs, even cake smash and all~
i love you :)

P.S. i love the lap dances from last night ;p hahahahahaa

Jolin signing off.............................................................

11:30 PM