= Jolin's Blog .

Monday, October 10, 2011

~ i don't care who you are, alaylm ~

as the words follow the melody of the song,
it feels as though the questions are coming right out of my mind.
true enough, alaylm, i rmb.

hit the headlines with GOLD COAST~!!
finally, i've been missing G.C. ever since i left the place the other time...
had fantastic seafood by the coast,
though the birds were glaring at us, it still felt so goooood.

did a quick shop around habourtown and how i wish i cld just live there~!!
anyway, dinner was so spiced up at sunny, that our tongues were so numb.

had an afternoon surprise, which was hysterical
with ppl banging on the piano and others laughing and chatting,
until the ppl we're gonna surprise turned up at the door...
"hey... someone's knocking on the door... and look it's time!"
somehow, i can still rmb myself saying that...
there shd be some surprise-academy that we can enroll in...

lunched with the girls,
all the mother tongues were thrown here and there,
it was so chaotic...
love coffee with ice cream :)

went into the studio for recording last night,
candies are so addictive and i def don't recommend high dosage of it.
BTW, trailers from filming during the break is out on youtube,
so just youtube to watch them :)

like a vacuum, we got sucked into it without ability to struggle at all.
in a dust bag, we sit in the dark as we call out to whoever is in it.
but the person left outside the vacuum remains gets into this,
'i want to go into their reality, cos' reality is where everyone is.'

rmb sitting on that rocking horse, the pigs, the motorcycles, the wheels...
rmb the wallet filled with coins, and by the end of everything, it was light as feather?
rmb the little Buddha in your arms, who you carried for hours without feeling tired,
only till you let go, you realise your arms aching?
rmb the years that gone by and the amazement you got after that?
perhaps there might have been more, but i can't rmb...
but i will.

it's amazing how distance is never a prob when it comes to feelings.
yet again it's disappointing when you're the last to know.
you just feel it, and feel it, and feel so deeply.
you just know it, and know it, just not sure of it.
then you see a clue, and there goes your heartbeat *BAMMM*
feelings, why are you soooo sensitive?

P.S. thislittleconfusemindofmindjustneedsonelittleexcuse.

Jolin signing off.......................................................

5:23 AM