= Jolin's Blog .

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

~ What exactly are you? ~

the recipe for she:
1 cup of cube sugar,
1 tablespoon of salt,
3 teaspoons of vinegar,
2 cups of spice... and what?

just a sidetrack,
what have i been up to...?
it's been fishing in the rain though i wished it was more of dancing~
it was trembling and getting injured on the middle finger,
followed by getting locked in the toilet to warm myself up.
but it was a different experience :)
though that night became a really long one... i woke up to a not-so-bad morn!

radio was fine, though it cld have been better if i wasn't all that dizzy...
not liking the fact that i actually cldn't open the door and run out of the car when it was excited,
it felt as though tears were gushing out from my eyes, feeling so trapped.
well, i survived, which is a good thing.

went to sunny and i got my dozen soya milk!
do you feel my happiness? imagine living without your precious for a month,
and when you finally get to embrace it in your arms,
you never want to let go ;p

that night, i took time off and stood under the stars for really long.
it's been raining for quite a few days!
so the stars were exceptionally beautiful and scarce...
the wind blowing on to my face reminded me of so much!
isn't it kinda like a miracle when you don't see it, yet you feel it?

what exactly makes a person?
mud, clay, ribs - like in the bible?
sugar, spice, and everything nice - like in the powerpuffs?
or is it noodles, soup, fishballs, fishcake - like in a fishball noodle?
it seems like none the above.

don't you question yourself once in awhile
what's within this body of yours?
may it be a cup or tablespoon, a metre or centimetre, a gram or kilo,
it makes up this one person, so unique and one of a kind.

like a paper - so fragile.
when it rains, the paper is damp and if without care, it tears.
when under the sun, it dries up and return to its almost normal state again.
when it was first produced, it was as blank as white,
but when you start drawing or writing on it, all the different masterpiece is brought alive.
it's not all that fragile cos' when the human least expects it,
'whoops, you've got a paper cut!'

P.S. it's all about making the best out of what you've chosen :)

jolin signing off.....................................................

6:42 PM