= Jolin's Blog .

Monday, June 13, 2011

~ 胆小鬼 ~

living in your own world,
living like a porcupine cos' you're afraid.
are those spikes on your back?

it's amazing how ppl knows your timings and appears at the right time.
but b'cos you're like a porcupine, you ignore what you see,
you let time pass until you're ready.

partayed at jia's bday party :)
caught up with the dancers and i really love the bench for some reasons.
the party reminded me of the one i had just last year.
i thought abt how busy i was walking ard and stuffs,
and i realised how time passed so quickly, it's been 3 years plus and counting.

watched kungfu panda 2,
i love popcorn!! :D i just kept munching and munching on them.
had a great grocery shopping after that, hmmmm i need my dosage of soya right now...
apparently, the production at my home is at its red line now.

hang out with summer
we began to buy and buy as we shopped, somewhat a last min shopping...
ate at our 'fave' pasta place. too bad we were too full for ice creams :(
had crepes as we were shopping and we ate like two little girls,
with ice cream and creams on our faces :P

dined at dintaifung
both of us had a 'long' of xiao long bao each~~ woohooo
and i love our pancake :P
loved the chats and laughs esp. beancurd!!
for once i ate beancurd on a carpet grass... but oooh juicy night~

danced!!! ooooh i'm loving it so much :)
camwhored at the studio for nearly an hour ~~
had yoghurt~~~ oooh it was superb!! esp with the mochi :P
headed to town and bought loads of pastries :D
dined at imperial and it was funny.
we were all too tired and all the craps~ i love the pumpkin pancake,
but~~~ i didn't love the mess i made.
how many times do i have to go through that?!?!?!!? GRRRRRR
took a stroll and enjoyed the cool breeze :)

daddy brought us to newyorknewyork for steak :)
ahhhh the platter was so huge that it took up one-third of the entire table...
all those chewing made me feel so tired for the day,
but that night was only the beginning.
candy floss kinda perked me up as i walked ard with floss in my hand and mouth :P
eating like a messy kid yet trying my best to hide the unglamness with a smile.

bought myself a huge red 'thing' :P to find another one which i'd like better...
isn't it funny how you're just happy abt something you've just gotten,
just to feel fazed the next minute, when you see another thing similar...?
it's not regret that you're having,
instead it pushes you to make the best out of what you alrdy have.

Daddy sent eumi and i to the airport that night cos' we missed the train~!!
i love the airport but now i'm beginning to like it a little lesser.
it's a place where i love to go for getaways, but it's gonna be different :)
had hazelnut coffee while chatting and dancing... :P
oh!! i still feel traumatised by the sight of underwear in public...
as in worn underwear, plus powder explosion...
and... no scheduled subs to another T. :(

pardon the paragraphs which makes you feel bleahpfftargh (all combined)
i'm back to staring into space right now, with the lack of slp...
reached home at 7ish and tried to get some slp in the afternoon,
and ended up waking up every hour. my head's still spinning from just now,
and i believe my eyes are arguing with my mind right now.

look ard for a familiar shadow so attentively,
that whatever questions thrown to you were misunderstood.
the song of drillings sorta reached in to you and gets your heart thumping to its beats.
it's as though you've no control of calming yourself,
you cld only follow through and try your utmost best to hide those nerves.
with two arms to cling onto, one arm had slipped away into the crowds.
and i can't bear to slip away from the other arm cos' i know what it's like.
you seem stronger but i know you'd hide in a corner when i slip off from your arm too.

the night we didn't expect much,
all we wanted was a happy night out.
with voices that were music to our ears, and a quiet corner,
something ruined the great atmosphere... 'rmb this and rmb that~?!'
it was something that caught a girl off-guard,
that made her laugh at the thoughts and cry on the spot.
she wldn't want to admit that's crying, all she cld do was laugh the tears away.
it was a night i never wanted my tears to come and say hello.

there were things you never knew, and never wld have.
if life is like a movie, you'd see all sides of the story.
if you're a character in the movie, you get to know the thoughts of your co-characters.
in life, you see mostly from your side.
if possible, cldn't we all live like in the movies?

P.S. i'm gg to hold on to this invisible thing tightly.

jolin signing off....................................................................

10:16 AM