= Jolin's Blog .

Friday, May 13, 2011

~ Endings are happy, probably ~

i know if i don't blog,
i might be gg to toss and turn again.
cos' i'd be thinking there's something i prolly shd do.

there's been stuffs i've been looking forward to,
stuffs that really get me out of the bed
as well as those stuffs you just wanna keep out of sight.
and i'm not sure if these are happy or sad things in general.
contradicting, YES, contradictions, grey areas.

have been hanging out quite a lot,
and enjoying all the funs and hmmm excitements.
and even being alone is becoming more and more interesting.
so interesting that my mind is nvr kept empty even in my slp!

mother's day was fab.
headed to church and all of a sudden i felt like i was the girl back in the old days.
holding on to my bible tightly and proudly,
and walking ard with my eyes set on to just Him alone.
i miss how i used to share so much more of Him,
even though they weren't sooooo appreciative.

the new place nearly suffocated us with the strong painful smell,
that stings our eyes and chokes our throats.
i can't believe it's gg to be THE PLACE. or prolly it is alrdy 'it'
dinner was a feast at crystal jade :)
had my faves. and i don't know why i had a huge crave for sweets that night.
a super duper huge one, still have... now. argh.

i've got 11 bruises and counting,
including the little heart shaped one, that's my fave!!
sadly, it's kinda disappearing on me!!
i've nvr thought i'd miss a bruise or even not want it to heal so quickly before.
but right now, i just wish it cld stay a little while longer.
even though it's not that physically intact with me anymore,
at least i've the pic of it... that wld stay with me almost forever
perhaps till the day i lose it - deleted it.
btw, i'm so proud of these bruises :)

shopping's FAB FAB FAB :)
there were so many nice stuffs that caught my eye,
and they were a little lonely at hanging at the shelves :P
so i decided to own them :) hahahaha~

music makes my mood
and that night of music and films and books was different
perhaps i used to visit hmv in the past, but that was really long ago.
it was fun entering a place of music and films
and just read up on stuffs and listen to the different genres.
and i found a lullaby, 'talking to the moon'

hang out that night at soul with SAB
there was sooooo much to laugh at!!
and it felt like every line was a joke.
and i guess i took a little too much cheers that i woke a sleeper up from dreamland.
hahahaha...

back to sch and we got free ribenas with strawberries :)
ooooh sweet :) too bad it was pouring heavily...
walked ard and the girls were playing with the robes
i bet it was silly with all eyes on us roleplaying...
there was harry potter, the emperor with his empress and concubine,
the sexy chic strolling ard, and many more.
everyone was laughing and playing as though we were choosing our costumes!!
omg!! we've not grown up at all, i guess. GROW UP!! NOT.

one day, i just happened to see little ballerinas running out of the studio
and they were so lovely with their pink tutus and leotards and their little ballet shoes
all of them were giggling as they skipped ard
they were like angels surrounding the parents and passerbys.
you nvr knew smiles cld be so innocent :)

there's this book i've been holding on to.
it's a wonderful book, depends on the way you look at it.
and it has become my companion, which is available 24/7.
from its cover to its contents, i'm loving it.
reaching towards its last chapter now...
i'm not sure if i want to continue with it.
not that i'm losing interest about it,
but it'll mean The End.

have you thought why beancurd is the nicest dessert to many of us?
not just a dessert, it's a meal, a breakfast that starts of a beautiful day,
a sweet to end of a wonderful night.
beancurd - people, things, events, can actually mean more than what meets the eye.
it really does.
nights when you crave for a bowl of beancurd, and even times when you wake up to see a bowl of beancurd before your very eyes.

P.S. enjoy happy ones, and accept sad ones. :) You'll live through it.

Jolin signing off.....................................................

11:03 AM