= Jolin's Blog .

Sunday, April 24, 2011

~ Key to somewhere ~

how true can it be?
no key to it.

i've been living like sleeping beauty for awhile now.
grabbing every chance i have to sleep.
rmb the days i felt so tired, and all i wanted was to get enough sleep.
but those days made it kinda impossible,
bcos' of the classes, works, etc.
now that i've some time of the world, i'm just doing stuffs that doesn't include sleep.
i'm just glad i get to sleep till the sun shines through the window now.
and i'm glad to be able to chat till the wee hours almost everyday. :)

went out with MOMMY quite a lot,
here there and everywhere.
followed them to the new place and finally, there are some changes made alrdy!!
everyone has their own idea of the place,
and just by listening makes me excited to see the results.
i cannot wait.

met Y for dinner
and i was soooo craving for pasta before i flew to hk,
but the craves kinda died down by the time the pasta was served. hahaha
missed the place where i used to hang out a lot in the past
and decided to look ard there for awhile.
it was an interesting night :)

headed to timbre with the dancers
and climbed a loooong flight of stairs in heels.
i wish there were escalators or so...?
we had so much fun tgth, laughing and chatting!!
to think we used to hang out every week, almost everyday in fact.
now we're trying to keep it up :)
i rmb drinking from everyone's glass!! hahaha
i can't wait for another timbre!!
cheers to us, to our friendships, and to the unglam pics.

ahjussi, sometimes i just felt like whining 'ahjussi~~'
caught up thanks to the boring meeting hahaha
i nvr thought meetings cld be that boring...

had a date with the bimbs
one msged me, "dress!! wear dress!!" hahahhaa...
the two of them decided to wear heels that day,
and i had to choose a pair that wld make me match their heights...
cos' i'm always the middle one.
i like how the two brought slippers in their bags as backup,
i like how we nearly screamed in the cinema.
had quiznos for lunch, caught limitless, dined at dintaifeng, shopped like crazy.

if i've been given the limitless pills, i wonder what i'd do.
who i'd become, and where i'd be...? haha

went for another starbucks addiction.
stayed there till near-midnight.
chatted about almost everything.
sharing about almost everything.
while enjoying every sip of my frapp.

headed out and did something that might change everything.
did some chores and rushed out of the house after saying 'bye' on the convos.
ran the errand, and trained to a quiet, air-conditioned, peaceful, relaxed place.
grabbed those interesting materials and sat at a corner.
listening to the music shuffled on my ipod, i skipped those dance-songs
so as to not spoil the whole relax atmosphere.
back to grabbing more materials, and back to another corner.
recently, i'm getting used to a quieter environment.
though i'm still not quite used to it...
i still prefer laughter, noise, chats around me!! pls.
anw, that day was a wonderful one.
and it did not just end with grocery shopping :)

DADDY brought me for another foot reflexology :)
i enjoyed the whole reading and chatting.
the ppl amazed me once in awhile
oooh had my supermarket shopping too!!
i really am starting to live like sleeping beauty!!
i came back and the moment i laid on my bed, i fell aslp...
woke up hours later for shopping :)
went to ikea for meatballs~~!!
and we had a goooooood look at those decos, furniture and showrooms.

it's not a good thing to chat through the night...
but it seems like i've been doing it quite a lot :S
skype is a fab invention.
perhaps sometimes what we need is company
esp. in the night (since SOMEONE influenced me to listen to EMO songs recently....)
but i'm glad to be there for you babes, guys :)

i dropped the key,
what's ironic was i felt it slipped by me,
but i just didn't turn back to take a look.
each step i took i thought of what it cld be,
by the time i reached the third or forth step,
I realised what it was... but i just didn't turn back to look for it...
am i silly?

naive enough, I came back for it abt 2 hours later,
but i cldn't find it anymore...
i realised no one will be there to pick it up for me.
it was something I needed to depend on myself to see and realise.

who knows? maybe the person who finds it wld cherish it more than i do.
the thing is, was it still there when I came back for it?

P.S. Do Not Sad :)

Jolin signing off.....................................................................................

11:52 PM