= Jolin's Blog .

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

~ Paper Heart ~

15 days,
900 hours,
54,000 minutes,
3,240,000 seconds
of bewilderment.

just got jojo junior back,
and it felt kinda sad leaving it behind,
but i realise i still had jojo junior II. hahaha.

went for ladies night with the bimbs-babes
and i finally saw the pole i've been longing to... pfft
i received a huge bruise that night~~ grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I am Number Four is a great movie,
which got me screaming like mad.
we were all dressed up that day, and it rained so badly
that we showered as we headed to the cinema.
what a great way to start of the looong day's 'schedule'

Voyage de La Vie really made my day!!
watching the whole circus act felt as though my eyes were dropping out.
the song got stuck in my head as well. OMG
i like how they came out of no where to entertain us with their talents!!

went for ladies night II with SB.
i somehow managed to climb to the highest stage and danced...
wow... i know.

camped at sal's.
the dinner is the best diet ever.
everything was tasteless... :S
but beancurd was great!!! with red bean!! yummy!! :)

had dim sum with ST and it was yummylicious!!
there was the xiao long baos
and the sweet red bean xiao long baos!! talk about craves.

went out with MOMMY and got myself The Shoes.
no one wld be interested in the number. ah wells.
had crystal jade dim sum and shopping!!
i love my shoes and dim sum with MOMMY :)

met up with RCS
we had a great laugh and i was tricked under a huge water bucket.
got myself a little drenched but it was fun.
R and i went back to our usual spot and chatted about almost everything.
thanks for listening to me, and sharing so much.
i miss that and appreciate that.
now, i'm so much more in to springy curls!! shucks.

Swam with ASE and the water was super duper cold.
I wished there were heaters for the pool water, seriously.
I was hopping more than swimming.
tanning with A was great.
the sun became warmer, the music was playing in the bg.
we were camwhoring when a rainbow appeared
i can't even rmb when was the last time i saw a rainbow.
i loved it so much that i fell aslp.

rushed for dinner date with couz
had great jap cuisine and the curry cheese chicken was awesome!!
we were craving for sushis as well.
had B&J's after an unsuccessful trip for great chicken wings...
sweetness of ice cream and brownies on top of chocolatey memories.
like chatting till closing was not enough, we headed else where to chat.

raffles -> funan -> school.
i still cannot really believe i am graduating.
everyone on the way felt so... young.
it felt as though i was looking back with every step i took.
year one, year two, year three...

how much i've learned, loss, grew...

dined at the airport (again.)
and the food was not bad.
at least i got to control the wheels :)

gave my hair a tender loving day today.
and i met new friends, with interesting stories to tell.
perhaps i felt a tinge of similarity...

P.S. i've watched over 20plus movies.

packing so much,
looking through all the old stuffs,
made me feel old.
cos' only the old misses and talks about the past.
i asked myself, "am i old alrdy??"

i missed receiving and writing those handwritten letters so much...

have you walked around,
with your earpiece blasting with music,
and your eyes just wandering around?
it felt as though time stayed still, but only for you.
it felt as though the whole world is revolving even without you.
it felt as though you do not exactly exist.

if waiting was the test,
would you take up the challenge
or scrutinize it?

the phrase kept floating in my head.
it was like a joke yet it haunts me like a shadow.
if it was right, then perhaps...

the world's changing to something i don't recognise.
cos' of fear, we run away.
in an MCQ, what do you do when your fear approaches you?
a. you face it. b. you challenge it. c. you run away.
what did i choose?

就象在纸做的心里，
她否定了，怀疑了，接触了，插身而过了。
但不知怎么又肯定了。
如果心真是纸做的，那不就很容易的让他人压碎又丢了？
但也好，能用橡皮擦擦掉一切。

P.S. I really can't wait~~~~~~~~~!!

jolin signing off......................................................................

10:49 AM