= Jolin's Blog .

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

~ Danye ~

If red roses weren't so lovely,
Wine didn't taste so good,
Stars weren't so romantic,
Then I could...

in this world,
there's so many unique individuals.
you don't know when you'll meet a friend,
when a friend would become a passer-by.
everyone gives you an unexpected impression.
whether the impression lasts, i'm not sure.

during these days, or weeks even,
i feel like i've been running a long mile
in search of something not visible.
each metre i passed, i received something different.
up till now, i've yet to find that finishing line.

there were hurdles along the way,
which made me jump so high.
somehow, i left all that had happened behind whenever i floated in mid-air.
landing back on the ground felt ticklish with excitement.
it's like being on the pirate ship and when you swoosh down,
there's this ticklish feeling within you.

baby-sit made me feel so pure and innocent again.
carrying her was tiring but happy.
looking at their innocent eyes brought the motherly instincts out of me.
aww i thought abt my blue-eyed, blonde babies.

when someone owes you a sorry for really long,
it becomes a barrier.
despite not wanting to bring it up again,
it just comes out when you can't avoid it.
it was something i really wanna erase from my memory.
but it bugs me till today,
cos', perhaps, all i needed was one word for it to rest.

i'm suppose to be in the other side of the world now.
walking ard in the night, enjoying the breeze.
exploring the world.

P.S. i enjoyed the craziness, wildness, loveliness, funs.

Jolin signing off...............................................................

8:06 AM