= Jolin's Blog .

Sunday, June 27, 2010

~ My First ~

i've been pondering over my first.

everything that's been my first.

even the first person.

this week's all about first time, first try - FIRST

the word seemed so foreign as i stare at it in caps.

cos' it's not about being first in whichever...

but having the first taste of every little thing.

i had my first trailer last week.

i had my first sponsored trailer this week.

and so on...

i felt so thankful when they stood by me as i completed my first sponsored trailer.

it was a difficult one as the tune and emphasis of the word had to be EXACTLY the same.

but i managed to finish it with the help of so many ppl.

WJ stayed by me and guided me through.

BT came back for another VO recording and stayed till it's approved.

so many others who told me it was alright.

in fact, i felt kinda sad cos' i put in my everything

cos' it was afterall my first sponsored trailer.

at least, i got these angels with me. AMEN.

i went for a shoot on fri!!

it was raining so heavily and i really enjoyed running in the rain

as well as the wind :)

went for no limits press con as well :)

GENIE's BIRTHDAY was on the 23rd!! :D

headed to the airport's earls to dine :P

everyone seemed to have their attention solely on us :S

but we still had our fun and i smeared cream on genie!!

hahahahaha

just last night,

i replied a letter and i totally wowed myself :S

i wrote how i felt so clearly to someone i just know.

they were words that came from the bottom of my heart

yet somehow they were neglected for awhile.

am i really transparent?

so predictable?hmmmmmmmmm....

P.S. i saw uncle on skype last night :)

jolin signing off...................................................

5:28 AM