= Jolin's Blog .

Saturday, June 12, 2010

~ Acclimatizing ~

a weeks and 3 days.

i laughed.

i missed.

I had quite a laugh the other day

when someone asked me something

that made me shy and blushed.

why is it that i turn red every now and then?

the other night,

i skyped with tianie!!

the moment i heard her voice, i felt a sense of 'love'

hahahahahahaha

it's been so long since we've slept tgth!!!!!

i wished we cld visit each other during the weekends :S

yesterday, i had a shoot at renci hosp.

it was loooooong but i had my fair share of fun :)

pretended to be the automated doors and lent my legs and hand.

the crew was friendly and taught me a little here and there!

Boss was funny!!Oh my!!

i thought i wld not be reminded of it by not thinking abt it.

i thought i'm over it.

and i tried laughing triple times as much to be the alright one.

the moment i saw them in front of the lift,

sitting on the wheelchair, i wanted to wheel them to their bed safely so badly.

you want everyone to know you're fine, that you're alright.

but in the end, i still wheeled one of them into the lift.

cos' i know it's uncomfortable!!!!!!

i'm seriously feeling so much better.

just that the thought of someone who used to be here is no longer near me.

and when i travel from now on,

i don't know who to ask for stories or stuffs to watch out anymore.

i wonder which stop are you at now?

i watched karate kid!!

it was nice :) though it's kinda violent :S

but i like some parts when it's funnyyyyy :P

i love popcorn more :D

when lifestyle meets another,

things get quite a mess.

it's like your personal space no longer belongs to you.

your habit is forced to change.

you learn to share and give way.

you hold back and learn to see it from another view.

cos' you know you love them despite the differences.

even though you looked forward to the usual freedom,

it seems a little foreign at the first minute when it gets back.

you complain a little, but you don't really mean it all.

you just need to relieve it like peeing.

Jolin signing off...........................................................

7:22 AM