= Jolin's Blog .

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

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i've no title.

have you ever hear the 'ding' from your phone,

then scream, "i've to go! i need to go!"???

have you ever run ard with no aim,

only in search of someone??

have you ever stood in front of another person

and found yourself stumped for words??

have you ever got so nervous and worried,

that you didn't bother to pack at all,

and just dash out??

have you ever dash to the centre of the road

just to flag for the first cab you see??

have you ever froze on your seat

throughout your whole journey in a cab??

have you ever heard a cab driver say relax??

met his eyes, and only found 'fear' and 'silence'

upon entering, i stood there without a word.

i cldn't even call out for him...

i feel useless for a sec.

everyone cld, while i cldn't.

i just stared and watched.

everyone was present.

every eye was red and teary.

the beat goes 'di di di di' then the machine when silent.

then it went 'di di di di~~' again.

as his hands settled on the blanket,

i saw how skinship helps make one feel better, or relieved.

they would hold his hand, or fingers,

rub his fingers to keep them warm,

to give him strength.

cos' you nearly slipped away,

but then the strong will keeps you in pain.

questioning why you were chosen,

who wld be there for her.

you're like a terra-cotta.

he's right, i've 60 years ahead.

but i still wanna grab the opportunity in front of me.

i still wanna go for what i've been waiting for.

thanks Boss, for everything.

Jolin signing off.............................................................................

8:00 AM