= Jolin's Blog .

Saturday, March 06, 2010

~ Touch me not ~

nvr gets me tired of touching it gently,

and closing from me.

a plant that still amazes me up till now.

just some thoughts or so...

i feel kinda blank right now :S

how shd i end my post with a high note before going MIA...?

shd i randomly type whatever here??

hahahaha... [let my fingers 'run']

it's been only a week after exams,

and into the holis,

and i feel it's been nearly a month doing 'nothing' much.

besides shopping therapy, gatherings, lunch, dinners, sentosa, family, couz, friends~~

ok fine. now i feel i've done quite a lot this whole week :P

bringing up some things from the past ain't much...

it's not like rubbing salt to a wound...

instead you just say,

and it just enters one ear, and leaves from another ear...

simple as that :)

perhaps all these are part of the growing process.

you just grow 'out' from all the little events...

and you learn how to handle them :)

i'm not saying to any specific event though.

giving yourself a chance to get out,

to meet new friends...

the process happens over and over again~

i just like the time when something extraordinary happens.

when you just meet someone unexpectedly.

making friends just ike that.

cos' surprises are essential in keeping life alive :)

like a mimosa,

sometimes you just shy away...

you see a mimosa for the first time, you touch, it shys away..

next time you see the same one, it still shys away.

i guess having a mimosa nature is natural :)

who doesn't?

you shy away from strangers,

sometimes, you even shy away from ppl you alrdy know :S

porcupine at us!! bleah

i can't wait to enter the gates,

walk towards to small rectangle door,

squeeze through the tiny aisle in search of the seat that belongs to me.

stuff my precious hand carry into the shelf,

and settle myself comfortably with my legs up on the seat :)

stare out the small little window,

watch the grass pass by really quickly, then shrinking slowly.

figuring out where my house it,

whether they're staring out at the balcony waiting to wave to me...

and asking myself that same question i've always asked,

"how big is it actually?"

jolin signing off........................................................

1:08 AM