= Jolin's Blog .

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

~ Beating for you... ~

i wonder what kind of feeling i'm having right now??

i don't quite know...

or do i choose not to know??

hmmmmmm??

Today's really tiring...

my heart beats so fast...

and the beats were so irregular,

even till now...

it's as though i've a bad feeling about something :(

i was high all day for i-dont-know-what reasons...

blabbering nonsense,

picking on others

laughing like crazy...

my eyes hurt so much when i blink!!

and i see that in time to come,

it's gonna be swollen like goldfish eyes,

and hurt hundreds times more :(

two ppl makes me happy :)

cos they said i'm not heavy,

and i'm not fat, still skinny :)

and i really wanna hug them soooo :P

but i hugged only one and he carried me up!!

hohoho :P

tmr's the live show, and our guests cldn't make it on the last min...

thank God we found two nice souls!! :)

it's kinda a pity our previous efforts kinda went down the drain,

but at least we got to make friends (BE POSITIVE!!)

i've been telling my grp BE SINCERE :)

i feel it's really impt!!

and being sincere, really helps a lot!!! :D

i feel kinda uncomfortable now... :(

is it nervous or what??

my heads seems to be bursting,

my temp feels high,

my lip's dry,

my heart beats irregularly...

omgomgomg...

i just wanna feel more settled down~~

can someone make me feel more comfy?? :S

*PRAYS nothing bad happens~~*

Jo thank YOU for the biggest gift:)

and i'll love it with all my <3

cos' it means a lot to me :)

a gift no ppl like me will get :)

jolin signing off.......................................................

2:53 AM